I 'lol' too much!
I actually do.I realize it but cant stop.but why do I do it. I'm trying to figure it out as I type this and slowly slowly, lol, am understanding it. I put in one 'lol' for every time I smile or grin when typing.lol. sounds corny but *sigh*
I was thinking ke even when im upset, if u get me talking, ill be telling u about the issue and ill crack into smiles occasionally. Does that mean im addicted to smiling? I just cannot talk without smiling. This is serious.
Does this mean I can never look genuinly sad.lol... I'm desperatly trying to make this sound serious.Failing.
I remeber a few traumatic days last month when, after crying my eyes out and not knowing what turn my life would take(seriously), i still managed to smile about something. I rememebr a friend saying "for someone who's in a shitty situation, ur pretty upbeat". Kiya karoon..sitting around crying is boring...not getting my way this way or that.. I might as well enjoy myself while things are hopeless.
So my 'lol's' are a part of me. I will never let anything drag me down, because God always has something planned for us and coping is easier when you think that everything happens for a reason and that maybe it was for the best. "har cheez mein maslihat hai"...i live by this statement! No matter where ,when or how I am...an 'lol' will always squeeze through!
Ps.I would like to add that I'm extremely lucky to have amazing friends who make it easier for me to 'lol' successfully!